12RavenBeastboy34

I guess I'll stay a few more days. arigatou

Okay, almost everyone who's been watching me has read the journal that said that I wanted to leave dA. Well, I'm actually leaving this time. Starting right after I post this, I'm never submitting anything on either of my accounts. I did make a gift for you all. Well, I edited a base... But I still made it for you guys. I will come back on dA to see art and see how my friend's art is coming along. But you'll never hear from me again. I'm saying I'm leaving and I'm sticking to it. I really thought I could stay on here and be happy with getting my writing out here. But I can't be happy no matter how hard I try. I always see people looking down upon their art. But you know what? We all do. Everyone who says that's not true, you're lying. You know you've wanted to scrap a picture or story without it even done. I don't like being here on dA anymore. I feel like it isn't right. So I'm leaving. / I never forgot about you. We talked in the chatroom of Goten's Crackhouse, and I still think of the roleplays we all had. Dude, how could I ever forget about you?! I remember that you would always bring a smile to my face when I read your messages. I have to thank you so many times for being on dA and just randomly wanting to talk. Owen, you're not even really on dA anymore, so I don't know why I'm writing this. But for the last person I have to talk about;

You have to be one of the best people I've ever met and I really wish I could stay on dA to talk with you sometimes. But I'm shattered. I just don't know anymore. You're the friend I was talking about earlier. I want to see your art evolve into something as beautiful as you. You may not have any room for me in your heart anymore, but I have room for you. And to know that you won't really say anything when you read this; it makes me really want to cry. You've only seen me cry once. That was on the bus and you still loved me. But guess what? I don't care. I still love you and I'm gonna keep loving you until I die, or move on to someone else. And I haven't moved on yet.

I love all of you guys soooooo much. But I just don't wanna be on here anymore. I love you guys with all of my little heart. But you know, at some point you gotta spread your wings and fly away to somewhere that'll help you grow.

You'll see one more deviation from me, and that's it. But it won't come until tomorrow. Again; I love you all. Bye.

Spin the Bottle Meme

RULES::
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1. Please don't look ahead. It will be funnier for all of us if you don't actually READ the questions.
2. Please put a link in the comments section and link back to me or this page.
3. There is no rule #3, I just like the number.
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PICK TEN CHARACTERS::
1. England
2. Seychelles
3. Scotland
4. Jeff The Killer
5. Italy
6. Germany
7. Dave (Homestuck)
8. Aelita
9. Slender Man
10. BEN


1. 3 volunteers to go first. Why?
"Ah wanna see if I'll get that pink haired cutie over there." *Nods to Aelita* "She's a hell of a lot cute!"
2. The bottle spins to 4. What is 3's reaction?
*drops his cigar* "C-Can I go again?" *Jeff gives him a kiss* Jeff: "Shut the fuck up."
3. 8 goes next. Who do they hope the bottle spins to?
Aelita: Please let it be that cute blonde! (Dave)
4. 5 goes next, and the bottle lands on 7. Does anyone throw a hissy fit?
Yes, Italy throws it. Italy: "But I wanted Germany!! He's better than him!" *points at Dave* *Dave shrugs* Dave: "Whatever, I'm not like that bro."
5. 6 is up next. Who would be most annoyed if the bottle landed on them?
Oh! For Germany? Probably Slendy, since he has no face!
6. OH NO!! The bottle lands on them! What is the angry one's reaction?
Slendy: *makes tentacles come out and puts his face against Germany's*
7. Now that that's over, who goes next? Why?
Seychelles, she needs more love!
8. Well, that was interesting. 10 spins, and the bottle points to one character's pet. WHAT HAPPENS?
BEN: I'll just give Smile a kiss on the nose. (Smile Dog)
9. Okay, then...... Now it's 2's turn. The bottle points to 3. Now what?
Sey: "Why can't I just get that Jeff guy?" Scotland: "Because that the game, but I'd like it if ye just left now thank ye."
10. All right, then. 7 is up. The bottle lands on who but 5. Is anyone angry now?
Scotland is pissed. Dave: *spins the bottle and it lands on Aelita* Aelita: *blushes and turns away* Dave: *grabs her cheeks and kisses her* Scotland: *on a rampage* (he had too much beer)
11. Niiiice. Now 9, who has yet to go or be landed on, must spin. Looking around, they realize that 8 and 2 are both asleep, for whatever reason. What diabolical plan do they come up with?
Slendy: *wraps his tentacles around them and make them like a snake*
12. Too bad. The bottle lands on 1. Is 9 upset?
Yep, Slendy says England doesn't think he's real.
13. 4 is next to 9, and therefore goes next. Who dies?
Jeff, Slendy will always be superior!
14. Yep, that was random and uncalled for. But who did the bottle land on? Is 4 upset?
The bottle landed on BEN, and yes! Jeff is dead, how could he not be upset?!
15. 1 is next to 4, and revives whoever died in question 13, then spins. The bottle lands on the revived one. What is the kiss like?
It was like nothing, Jeff and Iggy both refused to kiss, therefore taking off their shirts.
16. Back to three. What's in the bottle?
Scotland: *finds a phone number* Who's is this?!" Me: "Whops! That's mine, can I have it back? That was meant for your brother." *winks* "Nah, jkjk you can have it. Call me sometime Allistor!" *walks away* Scotland: *blushes* "I'll call ye…"

the meme: silverripple.deviantart.com/ar…

No new jornal in forevahs! I'm sorry I've been dead for so long! But I gotta tell all mah lovely watchers that I be in a Hetalia family.

I am: Denmark, Sealand, England, China, and once Russia
is Russia, Norway, Finland, and once China
My girlfriend Sydney: Sweden
My friend Chloe: Ierland (cant spell~)
My friend Anna: Wales
My brother/best friend in the entire world, Will: England

Another thing, I cosplayed as mah Iggy for All Hallos Eve. My girlfriend was Fem!Egypt dressed like Fem!Greece. And we went trick or treating (So what I'm 13, almost 14, you're never too old to go trick or treating!) at the Elemertary school. Since they have a Halloween party every year. And we were on the swings when we got on the topic of dating. She said she dated a girl we both were good friends with for like two days. But the girl said she couldn't date Sydney because she was too young according to her dad. So me and Sydney kept talking about same gernder relationships, mostly APH yaoi, and got to the topic of me being single. So I went ahead and said that I wouldn't mind dating a girl. I've had a little bit of a crush on Sydney for a few months at this point... But when she said that we were dating, I giggled and said 'Okay. I don't mind at all.'

The end of the world. It's supposed to happen in December twenty-first, two tousand twelve. That's a bunch of bull. They said the world was supposed to end so many times, what makes this occasion any different? I think, 'The world won't end. Even if it does, we'll all be dead anyway.' Then my friend Jack said that it won't end. There'll just be a zombie apocalypse. He started talking about how he would shoot the zombies and watch as they died for a second time. I freaking shuddered and walked away. I hate zombies. I watched Pewdie's playthrough of The Walking Dead... I had to sleep with a nightlight because of that! Pewdie, I love you to death man, but that's just scary. So back to the topic at hand, I went over my best friend's house yesterday and I helped him decode something in Assasins Creed, and it was all by accident. But I got really happy that I helped! So he told me that the game was about the end of the world and how the bad guys were sending a satilite up that would control people. I listened and we found out clues written in 'blood' on the floors. Some were Amazonian Designs, some more were of Japan and the tree great pyramids. On and on... So we got into this conversation about the world actually ending. I got so scared, but since he's practically my brother, I felt comforted.
So I asked him,
"Willis, Promise me something?"
"Sure, what?"
"If the world really does end, and there is an apocalypse, will you stay by my side?"
"Of course, we've known each other for so long."
"Thanks. *lays head on his shoulder* We could get Julia, Mikey, Jack, other people who would know what to do..." Julia is his girlfriend.
"Yeah, that'll be good. We could get Sydney too."

So after I went home and got through school today, I asked him something while we were waiting for our busses. (They get to the same place to pick us up from school.) I said,
"Willis, can I come over next Thursday?"
"Heh. I guess so, why?"
"That's the day before the world's supposed to end!"
"Oh! Okay, yeah you can come over."
"Good. I'm coming over no matter what, Okay?"
"Sure." *his bus pulls up*
"Hasta la pasta fratello! Te amo!"
"Hasta la pasta or what ever... Caio sorella!"

So yeah... I don't really have anything else to say. Besides....



I love you all! Happy holidays and happy new year! Mwah~ Bai!